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Suppressing by prosponing [Part 1]
It's the ultimate tactic of and for everything.
It's the one tactic, which makes the present moment seem like a vague fatigue in the near future.
It's the tactic of controlling the uncontrollable. A reaction to conflict.
A mind impliced game to win your own self over. And over again.
What stands behind this power of suppressing by prosponing?
Inevitability can be horrifying. The truth to feel like a victim of the play of life. The insight of the inavitible truth that life is an unconstructable force of endless possibilities and in which anything can happen to you at any given moment- completely of the outside of your own control.
This is a big one to balance out and find peace with. In the meanwhile we need to live with it: One of the many reasons our mind implifies decisions. - a mechanism we definitely need to survive. Every single decision though leads us forward to an infinity of possibilities and at the same time makes this unconditional chaos bearable.
And the illusion starts- that you think you are able to control your life by the decisions you take.
You can only control parts of your own self and life. Never the whole of it,because that would imply stability, which is not possible in the constitution of pure chance. -Or would you be sure of your reaction in a sudden event of horrible misfortune?
A hidden conflict within the big. In which the insight is better to live by and with through suppressing by prosponing...
Until something really bad happens that lies beyond your own control. And the circulation of thoughts towards this truth starts. And most of the time come to an end again. Because your subconscious believes that it's better to live with this lie than the harsh truth. - and the greater your ego- your disbelief is of controlling your own life- the harder the impact. Like a wine glas against a thick bricks wall. #travelphotographer #wanderfolk #adventurer #travellers #travelworld #theglobewanderer #ilovetravel #adventureawaits #travelwriter #adventureculture #keepexploring #wanderlustwednesday #cntraveler #welivetoexplore #bbctravel #travelmore #wandern #travelgoals #travelandlife #travelers #travelogue #travelersnotebook #traveldiary #wanderer #doyoutravel #travelporn #travelpic #travelph #wandering