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Ela é diferente, engraçada, é uma menina no corpo de uma mulher. Ela tem o sorriso mais bonito que já vi, a voz mais doce que já ouvi e um perfume incomparável. Por mais que eu tente, jamais encontrei – nem quero encontrar – alguém capaz de mudar todo o meu dia com um simples gesto. Ela está por todos os lados, em todos os lugares das paredes do meu quarto, mas há um em especial onde decidi guardá-la para sempre: dentro do meu coração.💗🔐
✧been having these reoccurring dreams where in them i yell “fuck you!!” to people who don’t understand me.
where in them i basically just start being myself.
& in every dream it’s a shock to everyone around me. people are judgmental as they see who i am.
even if i’m happier, and purer, and fulfilled-
they still don’t want me to change. they still romanticize parts of me that no longer exist and fail to get to know me. & in my dream it’s a shame.
cause the people around me are missing out. my vibe is so good that toxic people no longer know how to interact with me. & i wake up after having these dreams realizing there is some truth to them. that i’ve been figuring myself out so privately
because i don’t want anyone else to have a say or give their opinion about my life. & i think about the people who have taken the time to get to know me. & at the top of the list is DAVID. i wonder how much of an impact he has had on me. how much freedom and permission and safety he brings into my life to create a safe space for me to grow. & the answer is- it’s a lot.
i feel so loved and seen by him.
he knows and accepts parts of me that have taken me time to recognize or accept about myself. & i’ve come to realize that in my dreams i’m really just yelling “fuck you!!” to my own fear and insecurity.
because it really doesn’t matter what anyone else thinks. it’s me who is shocked about my own happiness- it’s not really about anyone else. i guess i questioned if i’m worth all this love and light
- & so the nights where i have these dreams i feel swells of gratitude for the people who see and love me. like davy. & i’ve been giving myself permission to say “fuck you!!” to my insecurities and fear of success. (and that alone takes a lot of bravery cause swearing was a big no-no growing up 😂). anyway the point is- at the end of the day we only have one life, and so we might as well be ourselves.
and also: i am worth it ❤️-rach ⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀(photo by @kierstinjones ) #spam #beauty #sfs #photoshoot #gaintrick #followtrick #inspo #recent4recent #l4l #poetry #likeforlike #likeforlikes #lfl #like4like #lll #followforfollow #nature #f4f #style #gain #follow4follow #aesthetic #photography #photographer #positivity #spamforspam #spam4spam #followtrain #fff
✧ treat yourself
like your girlfriend.
i don’t just mean love her, i mean
show her that you love her,
i mean bask in it. write poems to
only her ribs. when she’s hungry,
feed her and make sure she likes it.
if she’s craving chocolate cake
laugh while you eat it.
love isn’t just saying “you’re beautiful”, love is waking her
gently, is taking her seriously when she has
a problem, is letting her get angry or tired or mad,
is telling her: hey it’s okay, i’m here, and we’ll get through this.
love is making her pancakes when she says she doesn’t want to eat,
is watching her favorite movies, it’s
keeping every picture you take of her. love her like wearing a seatbelt and like going on the roller coaster even though you’re scared. love her like yeah maybe chicken nuggets aren’t the best breakfast
but you’re eating and that’s a good thing. love her like
there’s six dollars in your bank account but yes,
you can spend it on your coffee. love her like
buy that ring, like save for a future together, like
the first person you call in an emergency is her, to ask her
if she’s okay,
love her more than just pretty mornings or
the light of picnic afternoons. love like
sirens, like let me kiss the bruises,
like yeah you made a mistake but we all do
like even after watching her spiral hard,
crying on the floor of her room at two in the morning,
her tongue numb and her heart turned to wood -
you wake her up and tell her,
“it was a bad night
but you’re alive
so you’re doing pretty good.” ✧ ⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀
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what do you think about the idea of dating yourself? a fifteen-year-old patient of mine told me that when he is stressed he writes love letters to himself and i thought that was so beautiful. at age nineteen i started taking myself on dates and embracing being alone and it’s something i still try to practice. you can surround yourself with supportive and caring people, but YOU are the one who determines who you want in your circle to begin with. and the love you show to yourself determines the love you are able to send back into the world ❤️ -r
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✄ cap via inkskinned,reblogged from @overlygrunge ✄ 📸 @kierstinjones #spam #beauty #sfs #photoshoot #gaintrick #followtrick #inspo #recent4recent #l4l #poetry #likeforlike #likeforlikes #lfl #like4like #lll #followforfollow #nature #f4f #style #gain #follow4follow #aesthetic #photography #photographer #positivity #spamforspam #spam4spam #followtrain #fff
✧ “but i’m not beautiful, or smart, or talented, or anything. i’m the most ordinary person you could possibly ask. why me?” “baby, take a breather. remember the first day i met you. i approached you first, didn’t i? do you think i did it because i think that being with you i’ll have brag benefits in some way? hell no. i came to you because i wanted to talk to you. and in talking to you i knew something else: that it doesn’t matter who’s the most beautiful, or smartest, or talented being in the world. that person couldn’t be compared to you. you don’t get to ask whose soul is compatible with yours, and believe me, we’re so lucky to have each other because others are dying to have what we have. and baby? for the record i think you are all those things and more” ✧⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀
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swimming while it’s raining in an infinity pool that looks over the ocean was such a highlight from our trip to puerto vallarta!! although our summer was amazing, i’m looking forward to this next season. this cold utah weather today has got me in a MOOD. a mood for oversized sweaters and fireplaces and warm apple cider. davy has now officially turned into my personal space heater. he is warming up my toes as we speak. and i haven’t seen nature and weather this DREAMY looking outside in a while ..but other than wanting to cuddle all the time and get warm, i’m also pretty excited cause a project we’ve been working towards is starting to come to light. and it’s kinda special. still not ready to share quite yet, but i’m pretty stoked!! okay well i hope everyone is having a good week so far, and if you haven’t heard it lately.....you’re awesome!!✌🏼✨ -r⠀
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✄ photo by @kierstinjones ✄ quote via a_quietsoul #spam #beauty #sfs #photoshoot #gaintrick #followtrick #inspo #recent4recent #l4l #poetry #likeforlike #likeforlikes #lfl #like4like #lll #followforfollow #nature #f4f #style #gain #follow4follow #aesthetic #photography #photographer #positivity #spamforspam #spam4spam #followtrain #fff
✧ “it’s terrifying, isn’t it?” “what?” he asked. “that we’re all so small,” she said, turning her face to the stars. “and that we live such complicated lives. do you ever think about that? the fact that every person in rush hour traffic has a first kiss and a favorite person and something that makes them cry on the spot. i mean, there’s billions of us on this one little speck overthinking what the hell we’re doing with our lives. constantly planning and worrying and discovering. knowing all along we’re just a dot in the universe. a tiny little crumb. practically invisible.” she paused to take a breath, her lungs expanding until she could hold no more, and then she whispered, “it’s terrifying to me that we can be so small and so enormous at the same time.” ⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀
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heyyyyy guys!! i love this picture of davy and i skipping around in the sunset it makes my heart happy lol 😂 -anyway sorry for not posting as often and being active on here!! i have at least 30 pictures from the spring that i still need to post so i will try to get through those a little faster 😂!! but ya life has been really fun lately and interesting.. i’m not sure if you guys want to hear about everything that’s been happening or if you prefer quotes & poetry captions more 🤷🏻♀️ so maybe i’ll just do a little of both from now on. O o f, okay well have a good week everyone!! 😊 -r⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀
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